poloc's Xanga

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 16:00:14 GMT

So, I am doing pretty well. As some of you know I am contemplating what to do in the next stage of my life. This chapter, school, is coming to an end. Several others are opening quickly, i.e. a new member of the Stockdale household. You know it is kinda cool how God uses things to draw us closer. It is not like he is some kind of bizarre God who likes to see his children suffer. He is however, willing to use anything to see us come to him. In our selfishness think how dare he cause this trial. We easily forget that the best thing in our lives is for us to be close to him. There is nothing like his love.

Jesus draw me closer. Thankyou for your love.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 16:09:48 GMT

So I have a class that is on the computers and I usually get here about 15 minutes early. I have decided to use that time to update people on how I am doing. I know that xanga has become uncool in light of the mightier and shinier face book and myspace but because I am a traditionalist I will hold fast till the end, or what ever. So I am good. I am learning to not be anxious. It is hard. I read in 1st or 2nd Peter about casting our anxiety on God because he cares for us. That is huge, the almighty God of the universe cares for me. He thinks about me in his spare time. He is concerned about me. That's big.

well class is starting

i m out

Friday, November 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 20:17:56 GMT

So, I have a few minutes so I guess I'll update this thing. So for all of you who do not know because we did not sucseed in getting more stockdale siblings to move to columbia the only other option we had was to have our own. Therefor my lovely, amazing, beautiful wife is with child. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA I can't believe I am going to be a dad. Dad are just like every one else but they are old and have a lot of responsibility. It is just one more step towards grey hair and a mid life crisis. I mean what about when the start to walk, or drive, or graduate, and what about when they come home with someone they want to marry and.. and ... Whew now that I am done being immature and over reacting. yeah It is really exciting, and by really exciting I mean i feel deeply blessed by God to be given this responsibility and privilege. it still is a little scary but God is Good. by the way just kidding about the whole getting stockdales to move. So, God is really good. He has been faithful. So yeah that is about it. -Trust in the Lord with all your heart lean not on your own understanding in all of your ways acknowledge him and he will make your path straight.-

I am gone like Frank Sinatra, and Elvis and his Mom.

Monday, October 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:43:28 GMT

God is good. You can get a lot more things done if you discipline your self. That is what i have been learning. It is kinda hard but it is also really good. This week has been stressful but God is getting me through. I am also realizing the importance of getting your identity from God. I am so tempted to try to get my worth from other people. I know that is so high school but it is me. It is just that I have realized that what God thinks of me is so much more valuable than anything else. Also the temporary pleasure that we get from the attention from others is so fleeting and out side of Gods plan. 1 Peter 2.9 But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.

That is awesome.

Monday, February 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:25:49 GMT

So yeah, I guess it is about time that I write no my xanga sight. I have just been busy with getting married and every thing. By the way marriage is awesome. My wife is awesome. God has truly blessed me. It was also cool to see my family. I got some good hang out time with them. But over all I am satisfied God is truly good.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 16:33:29 GMT

yeah, i can't wait i have 23 day until i am married. Praise the lord. also i am going to see me family. it is going to be awsome. every one should come to my wedding. there are going to be sloppy joes afterwards it is going to be a good time. every one is invited. if you want to come rsvp to beccam37@aol.com so i'll see you there.

Monday, October 24, 2005

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 17:47:57 GMT

yeah homework.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 16:59:02 GMT

so i am at school killing time, so i thought i woudl give an update to those who care about how the distribution and the doscussions have been going.

number of booklets distributed c. 15K (not kilometers)

number of people who have come to the discussions. 6.5 one was a reporter (not that reporters aren't really people, but she did not do any discussing. she just wrote stuff down and then started to doodle, i think she was bored)

margin of sucess, overwhelming. i think that we prayed that God would bless us. we did what we felt he would have us do and he provided us with 6 people. that is awsome, we did not think every one would come out. we just wanted to make friends so that is what we tried to do. we will see how it goes.

please pray for us.

also i am kinda busy with the whole school, college group, work, planing a wedding and more importantly a marriage, deciding what i want to do with my life, and not having a car kinda thing. it is trying but so am i.

the good news is it is causing me to rely on God more and my legs are much more toned than then were (i'm riding the martindales 1973 shwin where ever i go).

helen is in town, we speak polish some times and remanis about the good old days. it is fun.

in other news more and more each day my room is proving the second law of thermo dinamics. so i need to cause another force to counter act the force of the first one. namly i need to clean it.

i'll be watching the fredds dogs for a few days.

so yeah that is pretty much me right now.

take care of your selves.

so, love peace and a flock of geese.

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 18:10:53 GMT

summer is over soon school will start,

so menny things weigh heavy on my heart,

i need you deeply i need you so

i need you dear jesus

even more than i know

help me be molded like a peace of clay

so i can become more like you each day

i miss you dear jeasus

i can wait for the day

when all of the earthlyness will be washed away

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 17:55:23 GMT

so it is about that time again i have some asignments due so what am i doing. i'm writing on my xanga sight. so yeah, accounting is not fun. helen is moving out here. i've decided if you can't beat them out number them by having all of your friends move there and then beat them. i'm talking about satan and how it is hard to get a college group started but i think it is somthing that God wants so i guess we have already out numbered the enemy infinity to 1. so yeah God has been teaching me a lot about trusting him. it has been really good. it is totaly amazing. trust God who would have every thought. but God is really using it to work in my life. there is a girl who i really like but because she is so beautiful i am to nervous to talk to her which is kind of a problem because she is my future wife. so i hope we get that one worked out. we have tried putting a bag over her head but she is still beautiful and it is hard for her to breath. but on a more serious pitch she is working at the veterans hospital. and she likes it for the most part. her boards are on tuesday at 3 she is kinda nervous but i know she, with Gods power will do an excelent job. my car is still broken. i should put some pictures of it on the web. but i am to poor to have a digital camra so i will just sit and write about how cool it would be if i could do that. so yeah. praise the lord for he is good and his love endures forever.

so yeah i'm going to make like some spices and dash.

lata